Brittany - 20 - Ohio

Once upon a time, I had a really generic "about me" here. I tried to compensate for hurting myself and hurting someone else, but eventually I just pulled away so the pain would stop. I'm gifted with the art of numbness; no matter how much pain I go through, if I wait long enough, the pain will go away. It's been almost a year since that generic "about me" was placed here. I decided to take it down because I can finally look at your picture without my throat seizing or my eyes tearing up. Tumblr isn't my escape anymore: it's my personal Hell. Maybe that's why I find myself coming here when I think I need to be further punished.
Sometimes I just want to scream "I'm sorry" in your face until you finally hear me.
,000 waiting for change.